"Dreams" - Fleetwood Mac
About a half an hour ago, I was telling myself it was going to be a late night. I thought I'd watch a cheesy movie and relax for a bit. And now here I am, yawning every other minute. Ready for bed. Ready for a night of dreams.
I know pregnancy can cause wacky dreams. But lemme tell you, lately, I wake up
and I feel like a lunatic (or maybe just more of a lunatic). I guess my mega elevated progesterone is the culprit.
Last week, I dreamt I was Drew Barrymore and on a hot date with Aaron Eckhart. (not complaining)
Last night, I dreamt I bought a ton of baby clothes and came home to find no clothes in my bags.
And instead, tons of lipstick and eyeshadow in very vibrant shades. (this might really happen someday)
I wake up most mornings and feel cloudy and somewhat delirious.
But I kinda like it.
Symptoms are good. They help keep my mind from wandering and worrying.
That is my goal this weekend - to not let worry interfere. To keep positive. To not think about our ultrasound on Monday to the point of working myself up.
And to take a weekend with nothing to do and fill it with simple joys.
The past few weeks have flown by. I really don't know where July went.
With filling in for my boss while he was away...being a cleaning machine this last half of the month has made me appreciate sleep more.
And with that,
I should say good night and head to dreamland.
Before I go...
Tons of memories from the past week and a half.
Friday's sky
A night with Miss Gina <3
fun catching up
and talking about the past, present, and future.
A visit from my brother, Nicholas <3
(and his new ride)
Celebrating Kim's Birthday <3
over breakfast and a few cups of decaf.
Visiting my step-sister and her family <3
Aubrey was ready for some camera snapping.
She even had a wardrobe change.
Taking my first paint class.<3
Along with my mom and Kelly.
It was so much fun to get lost in it for a few hours.
I called it - I knew my perfectionist mom would be the last lady at the table. :)
Afterwards, Jessica and I spent the night in the company of these two babes and their baby brother, while their mama and dad had a date night. <3
There were bubbles.
And swingin' and singin'.
And snoozin'.
They wanted inside Mimi's purse.
So, we played makeup.
Addison made me a true crazy cat lady.
And after some popcorn and pjs, it was...
Bedtime.
And another dose of the K family. <3
I chowed down on Taco Bell for the first time in two months.
(that's a VERY long time for me!)
Vania and I took a drive to downtown Lancaster. <3
She introduced me to a lot of awesome new places.
Horsies n' buggies were everywhere.
We found a quiet and cute cafe for a round of tarragon chicken salad sandwiches.
Bumped into a bunch of bedazzled and fun pianos.
Had toasted coconut ice cream at an adorable and bright spot.
Passed by lotsa pretty flowers.
I found earrings to match em' at a sweet vintage shop in town.
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Good night and Happy Weekend, friends.
Thank you. Always. <3
I'll be back next week with an update. Hopefully (and faithfully)
with a lot to keep on smiling about. <3
Dreamy and Sleepy Lovin',